i think its 1 am pacific time...

this current wave of home-sickness is particularly brutal. it's invading my dreams to remind me that i literally thousands of miles away from home.
things i miss:
*leaves. leaves turns yellow and red and orange and even brown.
*emily. i have now idea how tall she is or what see likes to wear now. its terrible not seeing her and helping her adjust to the middle school fiasco
* teo. having him wake me up quietly and oh so politely to watch him play video games
* robby. rocking gently front to back while he helps me do some mundane chore. hugging me. all of them. i miss that.
* the central time zone
* bad weather. this constant sunny weather makes me unease. i am in the stepford city. real cities have lousy days.
* the terrain of northeast/southeast ohio. athens in the fall is the word awesome and the lake has a fantastic smell and view.
* the initamacy of proximity